drinkin some mint tea. my tummy needs it.

today was wonderful. it was lazy. it didnt end so hot.

but tomorrow is a chance to start over. 

forgive, don't forget. 

my 2 biggest goals in therapy are:

-get rid of my fears

-learn to be my own best friend

its all about learning to enjoy life without the constant nagging & self loathing I tend to do.

Life is too short & appearance is not a vital element of happiness. 

I am learning to be bold & loving. I am all about getting healthy and happy.

repenting & beginning again. 

I am so blessed & I know God wants me to recover.

He is here with me while I struggle through this, & I feel that.

I just need to use the tools he gives me to suppress the natural man. 

Seriously love the big man upstairs. 

He is my everything!